My Now
Monday, September 6, 2010, 10:51 PM
Really long time huh...

so much has happened..
Some expected & some just vastly intimidating..
Details i won't splat on this blog.I just let u guys wonder..haha
Life's fine i guess.
Afraid to use "great"..cause it has such deeper meaning.

For now my family is my biggest priority.
Especially my sis..
"I just want u to get well.
I'll do anything to protect you.
Coz when i say i love you.i really do"
Insya'allah..u'll get better day by day..
We'll always pray for you.

Even at my downs..there's always someone who's there..
Even if she don't show that she care..but i know she does.
I'm so grateful for that.
She made me realise that this world ain't always a fantasy.
u need to face reality.
And unfortunately this guy is drawn to you & head over heels for you.
This feeling is unpredictable .
but its true
I have to know what you're doing
Every updates about you.
Coz you mean so much to me now.
I know ur not ready..
If there's no affliation between us ..i surrender..
But i'll try my best to prove that im the one.
Even in my "gemok" state rite now.-____-...

What i wanna sae now is..


For now..
U really hurl up my world
You made me mad
You made me sad
Coz ur so terrible
Despite that i can't walk on a day w/o hearing you
Its not paranoia
Its not fake
Its just you
You that made me a better me
Coz u made me face reality
And the reality is
My feelings are true
For you


Harniz Sufiyan Shah b. Syu'alman.



Let things be, If its meant to be
HSS