Im here
Im alone
No one's at home, since morning.
My family loves going to johore lately

I just wished, i'm with that someone now.
The frame is still here
Alvin is still here
&
All the beautiful things that someone given me is still here
Even the pictures

Trying really hard to let it all go.
Pretending again
As though this never happened
As though we never knew or met each other

Everything happened for a reason i guessed
Everynight all i could think about was her
Everyday i laughed, i smiled
Every second i will try my very best to breathe

I still need her.
I don't know why

Percy Jackson Movie is coming up.
The best part is..
Whom i wanna watch it with..
&
Who would be so eager to watch it with me.


We talked just now
I don't want you to think too much
Mayb we changed
Not only you


If you're really made up your mind
Beep me
i'll respect your decision whatever it is
I'll be here




"Coz we can make it happen not if we have to, but if we want to"




P.S:i called you this morning
Its over.
i wanna run away ,far2 away.
i dunnoe if i can live with this
it reli hurts,
i'm not used to this
not hearin her voice not knowing anything.
it really kills inside

we made that decision, but a stupid one.
im leaving not bcoz i wanted to
not bcoz im damn hurt
not bcoz thigs will get better if i do.

i leave coz i love her so much.i need her
i dunnoe how long i can last.
i can't believe she's gone.

i'm so stupid to make that stupid promise.

now everything is too late.

i never expect things to turn out this way.
i just hope she'll find someone.
& eat her ubat.

i keep pretending.

the more i wanna forget the harder it seems.
i laughed with my friends ,families
deep inside only "he" understands.

even though ive known her for a short time..the moments will always linger & bring a deep impact in my life.
Coz for once someone actually made me complete

& to myy friendi know u guyss care about me.
but its going to take a really long time too forget her

"coz i love her too much, that i have to let her go"


i just wish things would be otherwise.
i hope she'll find someone new that'll makee her feel totally complete.
coz didn't do that.

& the best thing is she didn't receive her last present that i'm going to give her
& i this time i didn't make her guess, i didn't tell her im going to surprise.
alright i've to stop this..she's not mine animure.


"i'll still reach out to you even though ur only my imagination"
HSS


P.S:i called you just now



i'm feeling like shit now..

i miz before..hw i wish i could turn back time..

Sorry for that unreasonble & lame- immature explanation..
i'm so bad at everything..
feel like dying.

if only you understand..

i don't want to it to b this way..
When ppl changed , i changed too..& i'm scared of that..
its either good or bad for me..
i hate myself now, i don't see the light .

Guess thats the only way..
&
i've decided..this feeling kills..
&
its bad for us..but its goona help me.
its now or never ..




"Coz when i was falling, i was thinking of you"

HSS