Monday, August 31, 2009, 7:57 PM
hey LIFE..
im back..
& guess what , my life been hmm...
abit shaky, abit shattered & somehow i'm fallen.
i dunnoe why , but i'm feelin like shit for theses pat few days.
Pretending is not an easy task.
hmm..ii felt as if the whole world is cruching me down.
As if my last days coming to a near end.k..
now im realli paranoid..hha..
Hmm..lets juz say i've been crushed again.(in a good way)
She's crazy..hha..
she's gg to b so mad readin tiz..
i meant in a good way.Somtimmes when i felt really down. She was always there askin me if i'm ok..
hmm..lets juz say i've never been tiz appreciated for a very long time.
i felt as if the world is calling me & start again..(paranoid level 5)hha..

hmm..lets juz say ...






"She made my World"

Harniz Sufiyan Shah

Sunday, August 30, 2009, 6:33 PM
juz one expression..

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhh!!!

k..i fil beta now..i think.



i wrote a poet again...so here it goes..



Friends are those we care about -
who touch our very soul.
They can take the shattered pieces -
and once again make us whole.

We may not know just how this is -
or why they even care.
Just knowing they are part of you -
makes them so very rare.

Many are chosen but never hear -
some don't know where to start.
But those who hear know the answer -
It lives inside your heart.

And just by listening you understand -
you’re part of a special team.
And the message spoken is simple -
always follow your dream.

Inside us all is another part -
that can sometimes feel like a hole.
But it's there he stores the answers -
it's where you keep your soul.

So always keep your faith in God -
He'll always be at your side.
Never think he has left you -
and the devil will have no where to hide.

You are my new found inspiration -
my faith in you will always shine.
At last I found a special friend -
who I’m proud to say is mine.

And should you start to falter -
and need a reminder of who you are,
just call on your friend across the sea -
from you I'll never be far.









Coz i'll always be here, whatever happens


Haniz Sufiyan Shah

Thursday, August 27, 2009, 10:20 PM
Like the sun shining through a window in early breeze
That's what your friendship means to me.
Your caring concern and the laughters that you show,
Not only for me but for others as well.

The whole world I would tell,
What your friendship means to me,
But the words do not come, they are caught deep inside
Of this person I am, who would much rather hide

Than face this world in which we live,
A world that cannot give of itself,
A world that has died.
Its not you, its myself

About what your friendship, as everyone knows,
Means to me.
It's so hard to be open when one's always been closed,
But I'll try just for you
Since the feelings I have run as deep as the sea.
Yes, I'll try very hard, be patient with me.

Monday, August 24, 2009, 7:53 PM
I know all this is happening too fast, i never thought that my feelings for you will grow & how important u r to me.
What i meant by "Friends" was, i was scared if i had to loose u 1 day.
by ur ex' or any guy thats betta than me. & juz one day not heaing u.i was like a stone. "not moving, just watching others passed by",Like i have no feelings.
U r the magic that enlighten me, "cehh"cam disney lakk yan..hha..
Simply put, you are more than a fren to me. & that's my honest answer.
i know u have doubts. but i'll prove it to you.

& YOU

I DAH CACAT!!!!!

wanna noe y???


My mum gunting rambut i cam PETAk g2..!

Now i look like an autism kid.haiaya..dunnoe hw to go rayer like tiz..hha


"im so going to the babrber on wednesday!!"







"You made me,ME"

Harniz Sufiyan Shah

Sunday, August 23, 2009, 9:15 PM
Like stars seem to fall
I kept falling like its my end
I never thought i would miss someone this much
I will always pretend

Coz it wouldn't hurt so much
But ever since she came
She made me smile from the inside
I never thought life has its meaning
Like others always seem to say

I know u had doubts about me
I'm scared of it too
If i had to loose you
Everything will turn to blue

I know sometimes
Life can be hard
And others tried
Their very best to win u back

But whatever happens
I'll be here no matter what
Coz the only thing that matters
Is your heart



i never thought i would miz her tiz much.i understnd what she's going thru now.im so worried for her.
Not being able to b there for her hurts the most.
But whetver happens in life mayb unexpected ,i'll still b there 4 u no matter what even as a friend.







Coz u taught me not to pretend
& made me smile again

Haniz Sufiyan Shah