confessions
Tuesday, January 19, 2010, 3:30 AM
Its over.
i wanna run away ,far2 away.
i dunnoe if i can live with this
it reli hurts,
i'm not used to this
not hearin her voice not knowing anything.
it really kills inside

we made that decision, but a stupid one.
im leaving not bcoz i wanted to
not bcoz im damn hurt
not bcoz thigs will get better if i do.

i leave coz i love her so much.i need her
i dunnoe how long i can last.
i can't believe she's gone.

i'm so stupid to make that stupid promise.

now everything is too late.

i never expect things to turn out this way.
i just hope she'll find someone.
& eat her ubat.

i keep pretending.

the more i wanna forget the harder it seems.
i laughed with my friends ,families
deep inside only "he" understands.

even though ive known her for a short time..the moments will always linger & bring a deep impact in my life.
Coz for once someone actually made me complete

& to myy friendi know u guyss care about me.
but its going to take a really long time too forget her

"coz i love her too much, that i have to let her go"


i just wish things would be otherwise.
i hope she'll find someone new that'll makee her feel totally complete.
coz didn't do that.

& the best thing is she didn't receive her last present that i'm going to give her
& i this time i didn't make her guess, i didn't tell her im going to surprise.
alright i've to stop this..she's not mine animure.


"i'll still reach out to you even though ur only my imagination"
HSS


P.S:i called you just now