Sunday, September 13, 2009, 4:47 PM
im seriouslly,literally stupid..

i was so smangat just now that i culdn't sleep that i wrote my blog..
it was long, but unfortunately, i didn't save..haiy...

hmm..so lets make a bit of flashback..

hmm..i dun reli feel emo animure..
i just felt that im a very bad person.
i have my reasons.i'm trying to change, so this is what i'm scared that the outcome will turned to this.
i wanna b that guy whu can give that someone happyness.

Happyness that she'll b smiling 24/7..i know thats not possible..but with a bit of imagination u can.i dunnoe if i'm someone whom can inspire others or a role model..it made me laugh just thinking about it..

simply put..
i just wonder if i can reli make someone's life better or changed.or simply make someone smile .
Its like i wanna invent this drug that can make ani1 happy juz by taking it.but its just paranoia.
So i thought & thought..
This is crazy.but i/ve thought about it.

u..i hope u can support me in this.coz i reli thought about pursuing it,even though i have very low I.Q & low education.& i will reli work hard for it.



i wanna pursue in psychology(counsellor)It seems to b impossible, but i reli wanna change my life. & i just felt rite that this is the right path to my future.i dun care about what other ppl think animure.i reli wanna pursue it.

i hope u guys understand.









It matters not what you think, it matters more in what u believe
Harniz Sufiyan Shah

















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