new blog again!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008, 11:19 PM

hie..its me agin..
nw blog again..hello ppl my name is yan..hhee.2 tired to make new blog..but putting on effort wif pampey on tight burden(not heavy,coz the plasters are killing me!)
tiz pic was taken 1 1/2 yrs ago..

i realise i/m really a stup 4 life.wasted so many opportunities in life & breaking the hear of so many ppl..(i mean gals,coz im not homo-dun even tink about it..hee)

i tink i muz go do soul-searching,& find myself the new me..i wanna b certain of myself..i dun wanna lie to myself or others animure..coz it reli affect me & the ppl around me..so i noe i reli muz do sumtin..i juz wish dere's sum1 whu can push me till i wake up..& cry..but i noe i can't depend on tat..& probably won't happen anwae..cently i recorded wad happen to myself tdae on a tape..so i would listen to it when i/m very old later..or when i die..it'll b like a re-log..haha(recorded-blog),i noe its stupid..but its ezy..others would b shock if dey noe the real me nw..i reli suck & i/m no betta den SATAN himself..he'll probably love it when he see tiz..i struggle tiz few weeks..wearing stupid mr. pampey..& its reli LECEH,bringing him anywhere i go..

tats y i cun go out..nw i probably have no future or sum one whu stole my heart..yar..i do wanna get married a f yrs later..but i dunnoe whu..i juz hope it'll be sum1 whhu can reli g thru wif me thck & thin..& i noe..i'd relli ignored or neglect alot of ppl in my life recently..dere we reli dere 4 me..b i ws stupid enugh to push dem away..i reli dunnoe wads wrong wif me..& recently..i juz pushed sum1..i reli noe hw she felt..but i noe..she'll b hpy wif him..i cun make heer anwae..may dey alwaes lasts forever:)

& my blog ends here..& i wanna tnk happyslip & ainee 4 making me cheered up..when i was li feeling down..reli appc'd i & always treasureu guys:)(evn though happyslip cun read tiz..but she madde my dy anwae:)

k..till nex time..tat if i live..haha..byes:)