Saturday, June 21, 2008, 4:04 AM
I thought that you & i were what ppl called"
Love3..is what we always hear
Love3..coz its in our hearts forever
Love3...coz the sun will never shine
Until there was you & i

Coz there was never an us
Expected in our hearts
Can't lie, can't lie to myself animure
You & me, its better if we just

Be history
Da.da.da.da.da.da
Na.na.na.na.nana.nana..
You & me..
We"re history..

I know, you know
We can't be like we were before
Its not about yesterday, today or tomorrow

Its about me...me...me
Its always about me...me...me
Good a good thing that i'm away
Far2 away where ur heart's cun imagine to find

So i'm packing my bag
Coz i'm ready to fly
Fly high3 up to the space & stars
Where u will never find me

Coz there was never an us
Expected in our hearts
Can't lie, can't lie to myself animure
You & me, it's better if we're just

Be history
Da.da.da.da.da.da
Na.na.na.na.nana.nana
You & me..
We're history


haha..as expected i juz written a new song again..only tiz time it got rhythm & music..i mean it turned into a real song..was quite hard..for tiz song i juz wrote & composed..the song iz about me expressing my emotions while i was watching soccer & drinking tonns of coffee..it juz shirk to my inner alien-brain..to me thiz song was really a comeback & wake-up call for me to really wake up & realising that all the things i ever relli wanted may not always be granted..but on education wise..yes..

so i guess i have to make sumtin out of myself w/o pl to sympathise wif me or hear every crapt that i made..& i surprisingly..i dun crapt animure..its a good thing..still trying to find my own self..now i know why i suck at rlshp's...coz im reli noy up to it yet...even though i reli love tat sum1..i would only hurt her more..

i guess.. thats all i have to sae..coz im reli tired now..cun slip thinkin of her..k..beta close my eyes..& i juz realised..i/ve nt update blog for a long3 time..k..k..yan signing out...

new blog again!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008, 11:19 PM

hie..its me agin..
nw blog again..hello ppl my name is yan..hhee.2 tired to make new blog..but putting on effort wif pampey on tight burden(not heavy,coz the plasters are killing me!)
tiz pic was taken 1 1/2 yrs ago..

i realise i/m really a stup 4 life.wasted so many opportunities in life & breaking the hear of so many ppl..(i mean gals,coz im not homo-dun even tink about it..hee)

i tink i muz go do soul-searching,& find myself the new me..i wanna b certain of myself..i dun wanna lie to myself or others animure..coz it reli affect me & the ppl around me..so i noe i reli muz do sumtin..i juz wish dere's sum1 whu can push me till i wake up..& cry..but i noe i can't depend on tat..& probably won't happen anwae..cently i recorded wad happen to myself tdae on a tape..so i would listen to it when i/m very old later..or when i die..it'll b like a re-log..haha(recorded-blog),i noe its stupid..but its ezy..others would b shock if dey noe the real me nw..i reli suck & i/m no betta den SATAN himself..he'll probably love it when he see tiz..i struggle tiz few weeks..wearing stupid mr. pampey..& its reli LECEH,bringing him anywhere i go..

tats y i cun go out..nw i probably have no future or sum one whu stole my heart..yar..i do wanna get married a f yrs later..but i dunnoe whu..i juz hope it'll be sum1 whhu can reli g thru wif me thck & thin..& i noe..i'd relli ignored or neglect alot of ppl in my life recently..dere we reli dere 4 me..b i ws stupid enugh to push dem away..i reli dunnoe wads wrong wif me..& recently..i juz pushed sum1..i reli noe hw she felt..but i noe..she'll b hpy wif him..i cun make heer anwae..may dey alwaes lasts forever:)

& my blog ends here..& i wanna tnk happyslip & ainee 4 making me cheered up..when i was li feeling down..reli appc'd i & always treasureu guys:)(evn though happyslip cun read tiz..but she madde my dy anwae:)

k..till nex time..tat if i live..haha..byes:)